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A Week of Lessons

This week was one for the books. Monday was like any other day. Nothing unusual. No signs of things to come. And then Tuesday. Tuesday I woke up at 3am in pain. Now I’ve delivered three babies completely unmedicated in my home. I don’t think I have an exceptional pain tolerance but I feel safe in saying I can handle a bit of pain. But this pain nearly had me in tears. I messaged my husband first. Around the 1hr mark I sent a text asking for prayer to my lovely CBS leadership ladies. I don’t even have the words to express how amazing these ladies are. One immediately text back asking if she needed to come take me to the ER. Yes at 4am. Around the 1.5hr mark Jesse called me. Once he heard me on the phone he knew. No more being tough and waiting it out. He wanted me to go to the ER. My voice cracked and my eyes filled with tears and still I tried to explain how I thought it would be okay and I didn’t want to make a fuss. But at the same time I knew he was right. So I told my friend t...